In a school as large as the one where I teach (over 3100 students and about 200 staff members) there are always people coming and going. But I think we’ve had a much larger than usual exodus over the summer months. And some of them are very experienced and very strong — I’ll miss them. It worries me a little.

On the other hand, even with all the changes our administrative team seems to be better organized and prepared than usual. I may not agree completely with their vision (what else is new) but there is less wishy-washy-ness in our initial meetings. Now they just need to follow through. I’ll believe it when I see it….

One thing I am definitely NOT looking forward to is Wednesday. That is traditionally the day for county-wide meetings but usually those are scheduled by subject area in several locations. So all the history teachers may meet at one school while all the science teachers meet at another…. This year they have all of us meeting at the Convention Center. We can even ride school buses from our schools to the meetings and back. Woo hoo! This is a large district. Over 25,000 employees (I don’t have my reference at hand for how many of those are instructional, but it’s safe to assume that it is the majority.) The last couple times they tried this it was a major MAJOR waste of time (to me). But a lot of teachers would tell you that’s true of most if not all the meetings we have to go to no matter how large or small.

I’m trying (really I am) to stay positive. I am anxious to get back to teaching. There are new opportunities that I’m excited to experience. And we have some new people that (as always) are… let’s see, one of my colleagues described them as, “so enthusiastic it’s adorable.” Or something like that. Some of them will be crushed. I don’t wish that on anyone, but about half of the people that start teaching don’t make it past five years. Some of them won’t make it through one. Sad but true.

I don’t mean to disparage their enthusiasm. Some teachers dismiss the newbies as “naive” (at best) or “perky” or… well “adorable”. (Although the person who said that today wasn’t being dismissive, but lamenting how important classroom management is and how poorly trained most of us are at it when we start.) Their enthusiasm actually helps me to get focused on what I need to do. There is SO much that all has to come together in a very short time to get a school up and running again after a 2-month hiatus. I won’t get it all done. I never do. But I’ll have enough to get through the first day or first couple days. And if I can stay a day or two ahead the whole year I’ll be ecstatic.

The cars have left the platform and begun inching up the long incline. Excitement builds until we reach the top and the roller coaster ride really begins to thrash us around. The thrashing begins next week. Look. No hands!